Friday, April 17, 2009

I hate yesterday!
so !#!%$^$!@

Actually was feeling a little she bu de/unwilling to leave choir.
But yesterday so proved me otherwise.
Probably he wanted to improve us, and i know some parts are my fault.
but I really put in my effort lor.
And not like as if i'm like some people who seriously don't give a damn.
zzz, So depressing.

Somehow, putting in effort does not necessarily pay off lor.
AND I think I'm actually neglecting my studies just to practice.
Imagine staying back till 6/6.30 leh. 2 days somemore.
reach home already feeling so tired.
So, I practically just copied the textbook wholesale, doing homework for the sake of handing up and shutting down during lessons.

Choir isn't everything.
And definitely not my life.
SYF SYF SYF.
"Just do your best" and then later" You do not want to see history repeating itself right?"
zzz. what is this?!

Sorry, but I just want to give the best that I can, get over it and step down immediately because I'm really exhausted.

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